From Judgment to Connection
Rev. Vivian Rodeffer
April 30, 2023
Text: Acts 9: 1-22
9 Meanwhile Saul, still breathing threats and murder against the disciples of the Lord, went to the high priest 2 and asked him for letters to the synagogues at Damascus, so that if he found any who belonged to the Way, men or women, he might bring them bound to Jerusalem. 3 Now as he was going along and approaching Damascus, suddenly a light from heaven flashed around him. 4 He fell to the ground and heard a voice saying to him, “Saul, Saul, why do you persecute me?” 5 He asked, “Who are you, Lord?” The reply came, “I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting. 6 But get up and enter the city, and you will be told what you are to do.” 7 The men who were traveling with him stood speechless because they heard the voice but saw no one. 8 Saul got up from the ground, and though his eyes were open, he could see nothing; so they led him by the hand and brought him into Damascus. 9 For three days he was without sight and neither ate nor drank.
10 Now there was a disciple in Damascus named Ananias. The Lord said to him in a vision, “Ananias.” He answered, “Here I am, Lord.” 11 The Lord said to him, “Get up and go to the street called Straight, and at the house of Judas look for a man of Tarsus named Saul. At this moment he is praying, 12 and he has seen in a vision a man named Ananias come in and lay his hands on him so that he might regain his sight.” 13 But Ananias answered, “Lord, I have heard from many about this man, how much evil he has done to your saints in Jerusalem, 14 and here he has authority from the chief priests to bind all who invoke your name.” 15 But the Lord said to him, “Go, for he is an instrument whom I have chosen to bring my name before gentiles and kings and before the people of Israel; 16 I myself will show him how much he must suffer for the sake of my name.” 17 So Ananias went and entered the house. He laid his hands on Saul and said, “Brother Saul, the Lord Jesus, who appeared to you on your way here, has sent me so that you may regain your sight and be filled with the Holy Spirit.” 18 And immediately something like scales fell from his eyes, and his sight was restored. Then he got up and was baptized, 19 and after taking some food, he regained his strength.
“For several days [Saul] was with the disciples in Damascus, 20 and immediately he began to proclaim Jesus in the synagogues, saying, “He is the Son of God.” 21 All who heard him were amazed and said, “Is not this the man who made havoc in Jerusalem among those who invoked this name? And has he not come here for the purpose of bringing them bound before the chief priests?” 22 Saul became increasingly more powerful and confounded the Jews who lived in Damascus by proving that Jesus was the Messiah.”
Over the past few years there has been an increasing temptation to make judgments about people and write them off if they don’t think like we do. You only have to check out Facebook occasionally to see some of those judgments. Or to be the recipient or the propagator of such a post.
Have you ever heard someone say something that kept you from connecting, or interacting with, or seeing their potential? Most of us have at one time or another. I think it is human nature to seek out others who agree with us even when those we disagree with may have something that would be important for us to hear and to learn from.
When we think about persons with opposing viewpoints and beliefs it would be difficult to find a better example than the two men in today’s scripture. Both Ananias and Saul believe themselves to be faithful and doing what they were supposed to be doing. They both refer to the voice speaking to them as “Lord,” connoting reverence toward something outside of themselves.
Saul persecuted the faith of Christians because they did not believe like him. Ananias had preconceived ideas about Saul and wanted nothing to do with him either (v. 13-14).
From Anaias’ perspective, it is easy to see Saul’s persecution of Christians as hateful. It may be easier for us to relate to Ananias. He wanted to nothing to do with Saul, but “for the right reasons”- Saul was terrorizing and killing his people! Scripture tells us that Saul was full of “threats and murder.”
The degree and expression of the negative feelings that Ananias has towards Saul are certainly less harmful than Saul’s towards the Christians, but notice that in both cases God seeks to overcome the judgment and animosity with connection for the sake of the gospel, which is God’s great project of love. How Saul mistreats other people as he seeks to be faithful is what needs to change.
In this famous scripture story it is in encounter with the risen Jesus (for Saul as a blinding light and a voice on the road to Damascus, for Ananias, it is a vision in which he is told “Go to the Street called Straight”) that begins the process of God’s desired change for their lives. It is an encounter with the risen Jesus that has the power to overcome their sins and raise both Saul and Ananias up to be strong, connected, and faithful followers of Jesus, working together for the sake of the gospel.
Perhaps if God could overcome Saul’s violent hatred and raise him up to become St. Paul, the central figure in early Christianity, is there anything that God cannot forgive? Could there be anyone God cannot work through? Sometimes because of shame people hold onto their “worst” or seemingly unforgivable sins. This scripture invites them to see themselves in Paul’s story, one of the worst sinners of all times. Where does God call Saul and Ananias and us to “get up and go” beyond places of shame and fear and judgment?
So for us today, our question is, how do we encourage ourselves and others to respond to God’s call and to become instruments of God? — especially if we feel unworthy or feel judgmental about others? Are there ways that by prematurely condemning or judging others, it is keeping us from seeing their God given potential? Or even interacting with them in the first place? How do we learn to hear God’s truth about others, instead of prioritizing our opinions of them? What kinds of hatred/judgement do we excuse or justify?
Perhaps the greatest lesson today is that we don’t decide who God uses as His instruments in the great project of love.. The call of the Church is to give them and us a space in the band and learn to use our gifts for the work of God in the world. In a divided world, hatred can bubble up even in the hearts of those who seek to do good. The risen Christ moves us from a place of judgement to a place of connection, so that we can work together for the sake of God’s kin(g)dom.
Let us pray.
Gracious God, How difficult it is to journey along with those we dislike and disagree with. Help us to see them through your eyes and the plans that you have for every one of us–friend and foe-to become disciples of you son, our Lord Jesus Christ. Amen.
From Doubting Thomas to Trusting Thomas
Rev. Vivian L. Rodeffer
Sunday, April 16, 2023
Holy Humor Sunday
SCRIPTURE John 20: 24-28
24 But Thomas (who was called the Twin), one of the twelve, was not with them when Jesus came. 25 So the other disciples told him, “We have seen the Lord.” But he said to them, “Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hands and put my finger in the mark of the nails and my hand in his side, I will not believe.”
26 A week later his disciples were again in the house, and Thomas was with them. Although the doors were shut, Jesus came and stood among them and said, “Peace be with you.” 27 Then he said to Thomas, “Put your finger here and see my hands. Reach out your hand and put it in my side. Do not doubt but believe.” 28 Thomas answered him, “My Lord and my God!”
Thomas was not with the the disciples when Jesus appeared among them for the first time since his resurrection. [John 20:19-23]. The disciples told Thomas what had happened but he wouldn’t believe what he was told. He had to experience it for himself. [v. 25] But a week later, Jesus appears again.
Thomas’ doubt is not met with condemnation or judgment. Jesus is not threatened or angered by his doubts. In fact, Jesus gives Thomas exactly what he asks for. “Put your finger here and see my hands. Reach out your hand and put it in my side.” [v 27]. Jesus is gracious with Thomas, honors his doubt and responds with time and space, kindness, and compassion.
As human beings, we too have all experienced doubt. Think of a time when you experienced significant doubt: in the workplace, in relationships, in God, or whatever. Doubts may be small or large. How did you overcome your doubt? What helped you move from doubt to belief? Who did you talk to? Who did you call on? How did their wisdom help you in your time of disbelief?
Skepticism and doubt can be limiting if we remain stuck in it and ashamed of it. But for Thomas, the redemption from his skepticism came in putting it out in the open, asking for what he needed, and allowing the encounter with Jesus to transform him. His encounter with Jesus in his doubt allows him to believe. And provides the guiding principles for him to carry on as a disciple for years to come.
Scripture reassures us that Thomas remained an important member among the disciples even after his doubt about the resurrection. He was among the disciples when the risen Jesus fed them breakfast by the sea [John 21:1-4], and Thomas was in the upper room praying after Jesus’ ascension and return to heaven [Acts 1:12-14].
Not only did Thomas come to believe, but he continued to be one of the earliest apostles of Jesus and a full member and leader of the early church community. Sources tell us that he travelled outside the Roman Empire to preach the gospel as far as South India. He is regarded as the patron Saint of India. Many other churches in the Middle East and Southern Asia also mention Thomas as being the first evangelist to establish those churches. Not bad for a doubter!
One more thing for us to remember is that the journey from unbelief to belief requires a grace-filled encounter with the living Christ. Later in chapter 20 of the Gospel of John, Jesus says to Thomas, “Have you believed because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have come to believe.” This verse sometimes leads people to see Thomas’ doubt as a sin instead of Jesus’ alternative that “believing without seeing” is the ideal, the preferred way to come to faith.
Jesus’ kind and understanding response to Thomas’ skepticism transforms him and raises him to a place of trusting belief. If God could work through this once “doubting” disciple, imagine how God can raise us strong from our places of doubt, skepticism, and other struggles of faith because God is not done with us yet! We are all works in progress. “I’m not who I was yesterday but I’m not yet what I shall become tomorrow” moight very well be our mantra. The way of faith is a journey through both doubts and reassurances of God’s love for us. Here are some take away things to consider in the coming days.
- When in a season of doubt, ask for what you need in prayer, and believe God will respond.
- When people in seasons of loss, grief and great change encounter you — live in a way that they may come to believe that God just very well may make a difference in their lives as well.
- Even when you are going through a season of doubt, allow God to use you. And perhaps in being obedient to God’s will you will learn to trust in God’s providence once more just as Thomas did.
- And finally, ask for God’s reassurance and act faithfully in spite of your doubts.
Let us pray:
Gracious God, Take our unbeliefs and our doubts and transform them into something beautiful for you and your kingdom.We pray in Jesus’ Name. Amen.
What Parade Are You Going To Be A Part Of?
“As [Jesus] was now approaching the path down from the Mount of Olives, the whole multitude of the disciples began to praise God joyfully with a loud voice for all the deeds of power that they had seen, 38 saying,“Blessed is the king who comes in the name of the Lord!”
Rev. Vivian L. Rodeffer
Palm Sunday, April 2, 2023
Luke 19: 28-40
28 After [Jesus] had said this, he went on ahead, going up to Jerusalem. 29 When he had come near Bethphage and Bethany, at the place called the Mount of Olives, he sent two of the disciples, 30 saying, “Go into the village ahead of you, and as you enter it you will find tied there a colt that has never been ridden. Untie it and bring it here. 31 If anyone asks you, ‘Why are you untying it?’ just say this, ‘The Lord needs it.’” 32 So those who were sent departed and found it as he had told them. 33 As they were untying the colt, its owners asked them, “Why are you untying the colt?” 34 They said, “The Lord needs it.” 35 Then they brought it to Jesus; and after throwing their cloaks on the colt, they set Jesus on it. 36 As he rode along, people kept spreading their cloaks on the road. 37 As he was now approaching the path down from the Mount of Olives, the whole multitude of the disciples began to praise God joyfully with a loud voice for all the deeds of power that they had seen, 38 saying,“Blessed is the king who comes in the name of the Lord! Peace in heaven, and glory in the highest heaven!” 39 Some of the Pharisees in the crowd said to him, “Teacher, order your disciples to stop.” 40 He answered, “I tell you, if these were silent, the stones would shout out.”
Let’s think about parades for a few moments. Aren’t parades fun? Do you have a favorite parade? For some it’s the Macy’s Thanksgiving Day Parade. For others the Rose Bowl Parade. In Phildelphia on New Year’s Day it is the Mummers Parade. Some of you or your children or grandchildren may have marched in a parade with their school band. When I was in grade school all the Safety Patrol students went to Washington DC and marched with other children from across the nation. There are endless types of parades. Military parades, Memorial Day and 4th of July parades, Parades celebrating all nationalities. All around the world a parade is an opportunity to join in a celebration.
This morning we’ll start with some background information about this familiar Palm Sunday scripture because it too is about parades. In their book, The Last Week [In Jesus Life], scholars Marcus Borg and John Dominic Crossan help us discover that there were two parades occurring in Jerusalem on that very first Palm Sunday. We are all familiar with the first parade. The first was the “parade” where Jesus came riding into Jerusalem on a donkey.
The second parade is less familiar to us. It was the parade when governor Pontius Pilate entered the city with a full military procession. This was standard operation for Roman governors of Judea like Pontius Pilate. To come into Jerusalem for high Jewish holidays in case any trouble broke out and needed to be stopped.
These two parades had some things in common – they both had certain beliefs surrounding them. Did you know that the Roman emperor was thought to be the “Son of God,” “Lord,” and “Savior” within Roman imperial religion? These divine claims were reinforced by a show of power such as weaponry, soldiers, and displays of wealth.
Jesus’s followers and sympathizers had religious beliefs about who he was too. Teacher, prophet, and Messiah. And also Son of God, Lord and Savior. Borg and Crossan in their book suggest that Jesus deliberately planned a very different kind of procession as shown by him arranging for his disciples to go ahead of him to bring him a donkey on which to ride into Jerusalem. It is essentially a parody of the Roman imperial parade that Jesus uses to make a point.
The Roman parade put their full power on display with the strength and might of military force. Jesus rode in on a humble colt who had never been ridden before. As Christians, we are called to model Jesus’ humble way in the face of how the world still operates according to strength and might.
Jesus’s choice of parade has special meaning in today’s scripture as well. The reference is to the kind of king Prophet Zechariah predicted would save Jerusalem. [Zech. 9:9-10]. In that passage, the prophet says, the king “will cut off the chariot from Ephraim and the war horse from Jerusalem; and the battle bow shall be cut off, and he shall command peace to the nations…”. Jesus does not achieve peace through war, like the Romans did, but rather, through humility, non-violence, giving of oneself, and trusting in God’s direction. The world gives us a certain idea of what it means to be strong and powerful. However, those same traits can so easily be - and often are - used to do evil. Jesus turns them upside down and shows how real strength and power lie in loving and serving each other.
Christianity understands Jesus to be special because he is the only person to be both fully divine and fully human. He is truly God’s Son though in a different sense than the rest of us are God’s sons and daughters. While those who ascribed to Roman imperial religion at the time also believed Roman emperors were divine, Jesus’ way teaches us about the true God.
Finally, let’s look ahead to what Holy Week will bring. The Roman empire uses force to brutally end Jesus’ life. But in the end, God is victorious but not through a show of force, but by raising Jesus from the dead, bringing life from death. When we follow Jesus, we are saying we trust the God who has power over life and death. This frees us to live life differently than how the world would have us live–fighting, harming, and competing for power.
This Palm Sunday we have a choice to make. Which parade do we want to be a part of? Will we live like Pontius Pilate and his followers (e.g., upholding oppressive systems, using violence to make a point, needing to prove themselves to be better than others). Or, will we choose to live like Jesus and his followers (e.g., on the side of those who have the least, committed to making peace, serving, and loving others, humility).
As the Lenten season comes to an end, and Easter and new life is on the horizon, let’s chose the steps we can take to become less Pilate-like and more Christ-like.
Let us pray.
Good and Gracious God, Help us to chose to be a part of the great parade of people of faith down through the ages that follows the way of our Lord Jesus Christ. Amen.
[1] For the full chapter, see Marcus Borg and John Dominic Crossan, The Last Week: What the Gospels Really Teach About Jesus’s Final Days in Jerusalem, New York: HarperCollins Publishers, 2006, pp. 1-30.
“QUESTIONS” SERMON SERIES: WHO IS GOD?
Rev. Vivian L. Rodeffer
Sunday, February 26, 2023
SCRIPTURE 1 John 4: 7-1
7 Beloved, let us love one another, because love is from God; everyone who loves is born of God and knows God. 8 Whoever does not love does not know God, for God is love. 9 God’s love was revealed among us in this way: God sent his only Son into the world so that we might live through him. 10 In this is love, not that we loved God but that he loved us and sent his Son to be the atoning sacrifice for our sins. 11 Beloved, since God loved us so much, we also ought to love one another. 12 No one has ever seen God; if we love one another, God abides in us, and his love is perfected in us.
13 By this we know that we abide in him and he in us, because he has given us of his Spirit. 14 And we have seen and do testify that the Father has sent his Son as the Savior of the world. 15 God abides in those who confess that Jesus is the Son of God, and they abide in God. 16 So we have known and believe the love that God has for us.
God is love, and those who abide in love abide in God, and God abides in them. 17 Love has been perfected among us in this: that we may have boldness on the day of judgment, because as he is, so are we in this world. 18 There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear; for fear has to do with punishment, and whoever fears has not reached perfection in love. 19 We love because he first loved us.
I remember the Sunday when a new family came to church for the very first time. A little girl, kind of the female version of Young Sheldon on TV, came striding up the center aisle looking all around her like she is searching for something. Maybe her mom or dad told her they were going to God’s house because finally, she looks at me and says “Where’s God? Isn’t God supposed to be here?” I could sense her disappointment.
During this season of Lent we will be exploring questions about faith. This first Sunday of Lent we begin with “Who is God?” People from time to time can’t help but wonder where is God? Or, who God is or if God even exists? And if you have ever wondered about this too, it is perfectly normal. It is normal and natural to have periods of questioning or doubt about who God is or if God even exists. Where is God?
You may have experienced something really bad, and you may very well ask,
- if there is a God, where was God when I needed Him?
- You may have lost a loved one before you were ready to say goodbye. Where were you God when I prayed for you to heal my loved one?
- You may know someone good who had something really bad happen to them.
- There may be something that you have really hoped and prayed for that just isn’t happening. Where is God? “I don’t seem to have seen much of God lately” you may be thinking.
Over the millenia that humans have existed on this planet people have attempted to answer these question “who and where and what is God” in many ways across cultures, places, and disciplines. Even a brief overview of world religions lifts up innumerable ways that the divine is understood and portrayed. And, if there was one clear answer, we would probably all believe the same thing! And we would no longer need the kind of faith that belief requires.
Today’s passage offers a very helpful way to think about God’s existence and nature. The passage starts with the obvious: “No one has ever seen God.” [v. 12a] But then it continues that even though we have not seen God we can know God. When we choose to love, that choice means we are “born of God and know God.” [v. 7] The passage continues by explaining “Whoever does not love does not know God, for God is love. God’s love was revealed among us in this way: God sent his only Son into the world so that we might live through him.”
The life of Jesus is the way that God’s love is made known to us. How we see God is through the life of Jesus. Of course, it is possible to love without believing in Jesus or never hearing the message that Jesus is God’s son. But with Jesus, something completely new and transformative happened – the creation of a new way of being human and a new community characterized by love – something much deeper than just a feel good emotion.
Just like we cannot prove God’s existence, we cannot prove Jesus is God’s son. However, biblical scholar Luke Johnson writes that after Jesus’ death on the cross, something happened. It is historical fact that a new community of people started who lived differently [Acts 4:32-36], a community born of love and characterized by love. And the community itself (the early church) described the something that happened as the resurrection of Jesus, God’s Son, from the dead. This new community and new way of being human points to the reality and character of a loving God as revealed in Jesus.
That community (now called the church) and that new way of being human continues to this day. The church’s continued existence and our participation in it, most especially our loving and being loved, are evidence of God’s existence. God, who was revealed in Jesus, is now present with us by the Spirit (v. 13) to continue this transformation in and by love.
This does not mean the church always gets it right. There are lots of people who follow Jesus but do not like the church because they have been hurt by people in it or have experienced the hypocrisy of people who claim to be Christian. They have a sense that if there is a God, God probably looks more like the love Jesus stood for than what they see happening in churches at times.
Our take away this morning is that as people who claim to be followers of Jesus, we have a responsibility to be the evidence of God’s existence for others by loving them. We are to be “as [Jesus] is … in this world,” shaped and perfected by the love that we have receive from God.
This week I’d like us to think how we might share and show that love to others. There is so much in the world that can make us feel jaded, depressed, cynical, angry, etc. – what does it look like to instead to “abide in love,” to choose love as our dwelling place and home? Will you give it a try in these days ahead?
Let us pray:
Gracious God, Help us in this Lenten Season to allow your love to abide within our hearts so that we might be your presence for those to whom love is a stranger. Amen.
[1] Johnson, Luke Timothy. The Writings of the New Testament. Third Edition. Minneapolis: Fortress Press (2010), pp. 89-93.